Scare

have you ever felt so scared in your life? fear of losing something. feel that you're alone in this world. fear to face all your problem.
I felt so scared last night. feeling so alone. I remembered of my problem that I should solve quickly. I remembered that I have to face it alone. I remembered of my unhappy family. I remembered of my sins. I remembered all my unfinished things. I remembered of my big responsibility.
I've cried. I'm breathless. Feels like I don't know how to laugh anymore.
I just don't know what should I do. 
Dear Problem. Stop it. Stop attacked me. Please. I'm begging you.


:'(